So NOW they finally take me seriously...stays #18 and 19

So I haven't blogged for a while.

Things have been...busy...

So let me catch everyone up on the past month.

On June 30th we were finally approved by Lily's Dr's to fly so we flew up to Utah.

Shaun's sweet Grandma was dying and she wanted to meet Lily before she died.

So We jumped on a plane and made the short hour long flight to SLC.

Lily did great on the plane, and I was very excited about it.

We drove straight to Grandmas so we could see everyone.

And it happened again.

 

She stopped breathing.

 

Turned blue and passed out in my arms.

 

Shaun took her laid her on a bed and started CPR.

But the rescue breaths couldn't get passed her throat.

Something seemed to be blocking her airway.

So he did some chest compressions 

Which did the trick. 

She started breathing and woke up.

She cried while I just cried and held her.

(I am so glad Shaun had JUST renewed his CPR certification the week before)

We called the Drs back in Phoenix and they decided it was probably just an isolated incident

due to the change in pressure and altitude from the flight.

And once she stopped crying she was fine.

(I must admit, I started to second guess myself and wonder

if this was just a "breath holding spell" and not laryngospasms despite the fact that her airway seemed to be blocked when Shaun was giving CPR...

but more on that a bit later)

We had a nice visit and it was GREAT to get to see family.

Although it was heartbreaking to see Grandma dying, 

We were so glad Lily got to meet her, 

and everyone else she hadn't had a chance to meet yet!

On the 4th of July we went to a park for a BBQ

and Lily had her first taste of playing in the sprinklers.

The next day We went to a birthday party for Lily's adorable cousin.

At this party her diarrhea became much much much worse.

In the next 28 hours she had more than 20 diapers.

She was hurting. 

We had to take her to the ER.

Luckily there is a Children's hospital in SLC.

Most typical hospitals aren't equipped to deal with 

Lily's "complex medical nature" even those with pediatric wings

And so we were very fortunate to be near a children's hospital 

where they had the tools and knowledge to be able to accommodate

to her needs

(IE: the pediatric sized port, and g-tube)

We got to the ER and she was dehydrated

( No surprise there, who wouldn't be after diarrhea like she had?)

But she was also significantly anemic, 

and her blood sugar was 50,

which is low but not horribly low.

An ideal blood sugar for her would be between 80-110.

(remember that for later)

So they admitted her.

Primary Children's Medical Center is a great facility.

Even though it is TONS smaller than PCH,

I almost liked it better.

The Doctors were very respectful and it was nice to

get some fresh eyes to look at her and find some things we had been missing

(like the anemia, and possibly the blood sugar)

We were there for only 3 days.

Just long enough to get her stable enough and filled up with fluids

 for us to make the drive back to Phoenix.

We had to drive back because they said Lily shouldn't fly again because she had stopped breathing

just hours after getting off the plane.

On the way back to Phoenix

we stayed the night at Shaun's old friends house in Saint George.

That night Lily started holding her tummy and saying ow

So I vented her like I always do when she does that

and I got this out of her tummy

yup that's blood mixed with her formula

And this picture only shows part of it.

There was more all along the tubing and I had to fill 2 syringes because there was so much just sitting in her stomach.

All in all, I probably vented almost 4 ounces out of her tummy all mixed with blood.

The good news was after we talked to the Dr's they thought it was safe enough to bring her to Phoenix the next day and get checked out.

So that's what we did. 

We drove the rest of the way the next morning and Lily did great!

 And even better I didn't see anymore blood all the way home!

 

The Dr's back at PCH didn't seem to concerned when they saw her and they ended up sending us home

without having to admit us.

 

About a week later I vented blood from her stomach again.

I called the Dr, who called another Dr, 

who then called me and said they wanted to admit her for a BUNCH of testing.

I must admit, I was in a Circle K holding Lily when they called me.

I had just left the funeral of an old dear friend so I was already emotional,

But I totally embarrassed myself by bursting into tears in the middle of the store.

I just am tired of having 

SO MANY HOSPITAL STAYS.

And I hate that this is so hard on my sweet little Lily.

We got admitted around 4 on a wed, which meant nothing would really happen until the

next day except for xrays and some blood work.

Thursday also brought more sitting and waiting.

Friday morning we were scheduled for three different scopes and 

ANOTHER EEG.

Lily had been acting odd all morning on Friday but during the EEG she really started to scare me.

She was pale, and couldn't even sit up on her own, I had to hold her up.

Her eyes kinda glazed over and she stopped responding to my voice.

Here eyes were open but it was like she wasn't there.

 

I told the lady I thought something was wrong, but she said she was  just tired.

I then told another person that Lily was acting weird and was really scaring me

and they ignored me as well.

It wasn't until we got back to our room,

and her AWESOME nurse came in that someone listened to me

The nurse immediately took her blood sugar and she was 21!!

She called the Dr's and started giving her some emergency meds.

They were saying they didn;t know how she was still consious,

that she could slip into a coma or a seizure at any moment.

 

she had only been given 10% of the recommended dose of medicine

when they checked her blood sugar again to make sure it was rising...

It had jumped up to 385!!!

So they brought in another specialist.

Endocrinologists.

The regular Doctors also came in and sat down with me and told me that they were 

sorry I wasn't listened to before and they have it in my chart that

I am to be listened to, that I (as her mother) am good at reading the subtle signs of distress 

and that I will be taken seriously from now on!

 

BOO-YAH!!!

Anyways,

They now had to do a bunch of tests to figure out her new blood sugar issue before we could even think of going home,

but in order to do the tests her blood sugar had to drop again.

So We had to take her off her feeds and check her blood sugar every 1/2 hour until it dropped.

After a while she became dehydrated and stopped bleeding as much so they had to poke her 2-3 times every 1/2 hour.

By the next morning she had had 35 pokes throughout the night 

and her poor feet were stained in blood.

I HATED allowing them to do it, but we had to know how to treat the blood sugar issue

before we could go home.

Blood sugar issues aren't something to mess with.

Then because of the blood sugar issues we had to postpone the scopes that she had scheduled

until the following Monday.

 

She had three scopes planned.

An EGD(stomach scope with biopsies),

a sigmoidoscopy (rectum scope with biopsies),

and a bronchoscopy (lung and airway scope with biopsies).

 

So apparently during the procedure

(after she was asleep but before they had begun anything else)

She stopped breathing again.

Because they saw it they confirmed it was a laryngospasm.

The anesthesiologist left claw marks on her chin from where he had to

hold the oxygen mask on so tight and FORCE her airway open.

He said while it does happen while people are under anesthesia,

It was the quickest one he had seen,

They now have NO doubt that these events she has been having 

ARE LARYNGOSPASMS.

And I don't have to second guess myself either.

They said her larynx is incredibly touchy and it just likes to spasm shut at the slightest irritation.

They then proceeded with the scope and found out that she had

"large amounts of frothy liquid" all throughout her airway and into her lungs as well.

The tests on this "frothy liquid" are still pending, however they believe it is stomach acids

and that she is refluxing past the fundo

(which isn't supposed to be able to happen)

Anyway, she has a lot of liquid in areas it shouldn't be and that's a big concern.

 Then after we got her safely back in my arms and back into the room last night, she spiked a fever

then her heart rate rose to the 200's and her oxygen kept dropping.

She finally stabilized after a few hours and has been stable ever since

So that's where we are now,

just sitting in the hospital 

waiting for test results so

they can know how to treat her and where to go from here.

I do know we will now be checking her blood sugar at home regularly,

and we get to have her back on our "good friend" the apnea monitor while she is sleeping.

(she was on an apnea monitor until she was 11 months old)

Tomorrow we should start getting some test results.

They believe that she was/is in a "metabolic crisis"

which is unfortunately a part of Mito,

But it often means the disease is progressing.

I hope it never happens again...

Honestly I hope she never ever ever has another symptom again.

I wish it would just STOP.

It hurts my heart that she is only 18 months old

and has had 19 hospital stays.

But she is a fighter.

She has such a happy spirit and she is so strong willed.

She LOVES life and it shows.

playing peek a boo from her princess castle hospital bed

happy girl minutes before going back for the scopes

You would never know she had stopped breathing on an operating table less than 24 hours before this was taken

 You would never know from just looking at her

that this little angel is fighting for her life.

She is so strong.

I admire and respect her strength, her spirit.

I LOVE HER!